------------RIGHT NOW------------ * Wearing: mesh shorts and a nade summer camp shirt * I'm feeling: proud and accomplished * Eating: nothing * Drinking: starbucks caramel macchiato * Thinking about: Dillon * Listening to: the tv in the other room
------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------ * Cried: yes * Worn a skirt: yes * Met someone new: no * Cleaned your room: tried to * Done laundry: no * Driven a car: no
------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------ * Yourself: I have my doubts, but most of the time yes * Your friends: of course * Santa Claus: no * Tooth Fairy: no * Angels: yes * Ghosts: sometimes * UFO's: no
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------ * Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes * Like anyone?: well...i like my boyfriend...so yes * Who have you known the longest of your friends: Jackie * What is the best feeling in the world: hahaha...that’s confidential * Worst Feeling: knowing someone you love is disappointed in you, alone, and regret
*this or that* [boxers or briefs?] boxer briefs [plaid or striped?] both [scream or scream2 or scream3?] none [salt or pepper?] salt [okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay [bright colors or dark colors?] both...i look better in darker clothing though [tic-tacs or certs?] tic-tacs [sunshine or rain?] rain [rain or snow?] both are romantic [sun or moon?] moon [silver or gold?] silver or white gold [silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] silk [popcorn-with or w/out butter?] with [ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] ketchup and mayo together for cheeseburgers, ketchup mustard and relish for hot dogs [shampoo conditioner in one or separate?] seperate
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You: 01. Cried: yes 02. Bought something: yes 03. Gotten sick: no 04. Sang: yep 05. Eaten: of course 06. Been kissed: yes 07. Felt stupid: yes 08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes 09. Met someone new: no 10. Moved on: no 11. Talk to an ex: no 12. Missed an ex: thought about him...but definitely don’t miss him 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: more than a crush but yes 14. Had a serious talk: yes 15. Missed someone: yes 16. Hugged someone: yes 17. Fought with your parents: yes 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes
Social Life ~Best girl friend: Jackie ~Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Dillon ~If no, current dating partner: ~Pager: wut?!? ~What type of automobile do you drive: I don’t ~What type of automobile do you wish you drove: black and tan convertible bug ~Would you rather be with friends or on a date: on a date ~ Where is the best hangout: ron’s house ~ Do you have a job: I’m a kid...that’s my only job ~ Do you attend church: occasionally ~ Do you like being around people: most of the time
Who: . Have you known the longest: Jackie . Do you always get along with: Jackie and Oliver . Is the most trustworthy: Jackie, Dillon, and Oliver . Makes you laugh the most: Dillon and Jackie . Has been there through all the hard times: Dillon and Oliver . Has the coolest parents: me . Has the scariest siblings: no one
Personal: . Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes . Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: of course . Would you rather be dumper or dumped?: neither . Want someone you don't have right now: I want to be in his arms...yes . Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes . Do you want to get married: of course . Do you want kids: yes . Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: pretty much . What is your favorite part of your emotional being: I’m not afraid to tell people how I feel . Are you happy with you: to a certain extent...yes . Are you happy with your life: happier than I’ve ever been before...yes
Last person you..
[1] You touched? My mom [2] You talked to? My mom [3] You hugged? Dillon [4] You text messaged? Dillon [5] You kissed? Dillon [6] You yelled at? My mom [7] You laughed with? Dillon
Name four drinks you regularly drink: [1] water (mostly) [2] chocolate milk [3] lemonade [4] starbucks
Have you ever... [1] Fallen for a friend? yes [2] Made out with JUST a friend? yes [3] Been rejected? yes [4] Been in lust? nope [5] Used someone? Sadly yes [6] Ever been used? Yes [7] Cheated? yes [8] been cheated on? no [9] Done something you regret? YES...BIG TIME!!!
Do you..? [1] Color your hair? Just highlights and underneath [2] Have tattoos? not yet [3] Have Piercing(s)? ears and bellybutton [4] Have a boy/girl friend? yes [5] Floss daily? no [6] Like to groove to the music? you betcha [7] Think you are cultured? yes [8] Believe in God or Devil? God [9] Believe in The Closet Monster? no
If i had the chance to tell you one thing... it'd be the truth... but everytime i try... i'm stopped... i get nervous... my heart skips a beat... butterflies flutter in my stomach... and i lose myself in you... in your smile... your eyes... in the way you look at me... or rather... the way you look into my heart... you know my every emotion... what i'm wanting... and exactly what's on my mind... and in that moment... you take my breath away!!!
If i could take a single moment... and live in that moment... for the rest of my life... it would be this moment... when i didn't get to say... I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!
i don't think i've posted on this thing since forever ago so much has changed since then i feel like a completely new person it's so crazy looking back at how it all used to be some sorta weight has been lifted off my shoulders and this new relationship is making me smile every second of every day FINALLY!!! all i hafta say is...it's about time!!!
life is so amazing right now i'm excited about next week but most of all i'm excited about what more is to come of this i can't think of a single time when i have felt this care free or this truly happy!!!
♥ to ALL!!!
~KTP~
p.s. Feel better Tyler...make it last...i'm here for you!!!
BY FAR TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY I'VE HAD SO FAR THIS SCHOOL YEAR!!!
one word for second semester = REAL!!!
i enjoyed every second of it just being myself and not caring about the drama shit ne more save it for someone else cuz that's not the real tony's style
it's just me being myself and if people don't like it that's not my fault i'm finished changing to fit other people's need and expectations forget it... all i can hope is that my true friends will appreciate me for who i truly am...
and this is a little jingle for shits and giggles...hehehe: you're a mean one, mr. Grinch your heart's an empty hole your brain is full of spiders you have garlic in your soul MR. GRIIIIII-INCH well...i wouldn't touch you with a... thirty-nine and a half foot pole!!!
goodness that was fun!!! yay for today!!! and hopefully tomorrow!!!
btw... looks like no emmaus for me... no drama needed... thanx for the offer though... hahaha!!!
p.s. have you ever lived your life in the cold and looked back to find that you're all alone? have you prayed to God for one wish granted and one more obstacle is what you were handed?
star gazing vanilla milkshake and yellowcard friday night was fun thanks Ty Ty
...you make me wanna lala...but not really...weirdo...
whatever...i'm almost off grounding...yay yay yay cept i doubt i'll go online anymore that much...i don't miss it
i do miss a few things though like hanging out with megan, kimmy, katie, lisa, and the rest of my summer girls and broom balling with the seniors i'm gonna miss y'all so much next year tears are starting...damn it's gonna suck!!!
I smell like christian...crazy not for any weird reasons just cuz he sprayed me with his stuff lol...cologne i mean
he's just not that into you- good book, all girls should read it made me realize that he obviously doesn't like me too terribly much
it'll all turn out okay i hope
i'm excited cuz i only have four finals, one in two weeks, and three during finals week ugh...scared...gotta ace em all...er at least try
i've put something behind me and i managed to have a good christmas despite the uncontrolable coughing attacks that i've had every 3 minutes for 5 days now
can't wait for the new year...2005!!!
i'm gonna miss all the seniors though...love ya guys
well i'm gonna go ice skating now with the very cool Oliver(place last name here) i just found out his last name and forgot it already...shame on me
i wanna make some joyful, friendly plans with people...call me if you wanna chill
lata dudes... and if you wanna make things right...you should probably try calling or maybe something bigger depends on how badly you want it all back...
i haven't done anything wrong and somehow found everything right someone who can be there for me no matter what else he needs to do a best friend that i can count on to make me smile or laugh or see the day in a positive way there's nothing to complain about nothing really matters except the way he makes me feel and the great affect he has on me thanx for everything you've done everything you've said and everything and anything that we've discussed you mean the world to me not a thing short of my life would i give up for you cuz without you i don't know how i'd go on ♥~♥~♥
*LIFE IS GOOD ~ STARS ARE ALIGNED ~ AND IGNATIAN RETREAT IS GONNA KICK ASS!!!*
so much i could say and somehow for the first time my lips are seeled i know i'm gonna regret it if i give too much away so if you wanna know just ask me where i'm at that goes out to two people in particular
i don't like him tho i swear man i've been lying a lot lately
and i still remember everything they say everything they do and everyway they've made me smile or even made me cry
here's to getting caught in the rain... and being with the one i love most... thanx Baby!!!
nothing can fully explain the way i'm feeling right now but i'm pretty sure that even if the world crashed on my head i wouldn't feel it
from getting a flat tire making strange sex calls to random guys and getting hit on by some ten year old boys to being best friends forever luv ya nicole
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