did you say abe lincoln?!

OMG!!!

2007-02-26T05:14:16Z

i can't believe i found this and got into it again...this makes me giggle...life is so different now...weird

this was fun!!!

2005-06-18T00:33:53Z

------------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: mesh shorts and a nade summer camp shirt
* I'm feeling: proud and accomplished
* Eating: nothing
* Drinking: starbucks caramel macchiato
* Thinking about: Dillon
* Listening to: the tv in the other room

------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: yes
* Worn a skirt: yes
* Met someone new: no
* Cleaned your room: tried to
* Done laundry: no
* Driven a car: no

------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
* Yourself: I have my doubts, but most of the time yes
* Your friends: of course
* Santa Claus: no
* Tooth Fairy: no
* Angels: yes
* Ghosts: sometimes
* UFO's: no

------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
* Like anyone?: well...i like my boyfriend...so yes
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Jackie
* What is the best feeling in the world: hahaha...that’s confidential
* Worst Feeling: knowing someone you love is disappointed in you, alone, and regret

*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] boxer briefs
[plaid or striped?] both
[scream or scream2 or scream3?] none
[salt or pepper?] salt
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay
[bright colors or dark colors?] both...i look better in darker clothing though
[tic-tacs or certs?] tic-tacs
[sunshine or rain?] rain
[rain or snow?] both are romantic
[sun or moon?] moon
[silver or gold?] silver or white gold
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] silk
[popcorn-with or w/out butter?] with
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] ketchup and mayo together for cheeseburgers, ketchup mustard and relish for hot dogs
[shampoo conditioner in one or separate?] seperate

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: yes
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: no
04. Sang: yep
05. Eaten: of course
06. Been kissed: yes
07. Felt stupid: yes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes
09. Met someone new: no
10. Moved on: no
11. Talk to an ex: no
12. Missed an ex: thought about him...but definitely don’t miss him
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: more than a crush but yes
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: yes
17. Fought with your parents: yes
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes

Social Life
~Best girl friend: Jackie
~Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Dillon
~If no, current dating partner:
~Pager: wut?!?
~What type of automobile do you drive: I don’t
~What type of automobile do you wish you drove: black and tan convertible bug
~Would you rather be with friends or on a date: on a date
~ Where is the best hangout: ron’s house
~ Do you have a job: I’m a kid...that’s my only job
~ Do you attend church: occasionally
~ Do you like being around people: most of the time

Who:
. Have you known the longest: Jackie
. Do you always get along with: Jackie and Oliver
. Is the most trustworthy: Jackie, Dillon, and Oliver
. Makes you laugh the most: Dillon and Jackie
. Has been there through all the hard times: Dillon and Oliver
. Has the coolest parents: me
. Has the scariest siblings: no one

Personal:
. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: of course
. Would you rather be dumper or dumped?: neither
. Want someone you don't have right now: I want to be in his arms...yes
. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
. Do you want to get married: of course
. Do you want kids: yes
. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: pretty much
. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: I’m not afraid to tell people how I feel
. Are you happy with you: to a certain extent...yes
. Are you happy with your life: happier than I’ve ever been before...yes

Last person you..

[1] You touched? My mom
[2] You talked to? My mom
[3] You hugged? Dillon
[4] You text messaged? Dillon
[5] You kissed? Dillon
[6] You yelled at? My mom
[7] You laughed with? Dillon

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
[1] water (mostly)
[2] chocolate milk
[3] lemonade
[4] starbucks

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend? yes
[2] Made out with JUST a friend? yes
[3] Been rejected? yes
[4] Been in lust? nope
[5] Used someone? Sadly yes
[6] Ever been used? Yes
[7] Cheated? yes
[8] been cheated on? no
[9] Done something you regret? YES...BIG TIME!!!

Do you..?
[1] Color your hair? Just highlights and underneath
[2] Have tattoos? not yet
[3] Have Piercing(s)? ears and bellybutton
[4] Have a boy/girl friend? yes
[5] Floss daily? no
[6] Like to groove to the music? you betcha
[7] Think you are cultured? yes
[8] Believe in God or Devil? God
[9] Believe in The Closet Monster? no

taken...

2005-06-14T20:24:15Z

official as of 6/11/05...
<333

<3

2005-06-02T03:15:42Z

If i had the chance to tell you one thing...
it'd be the truth...
but everytime i try...
i'm stopped...
i get nervous...
my heart skips a beat...
butterflies flutter in my stomach...
and i lose myself in you...
in your smile...
your eyes...
in the way you look at me...
or rather...
the way you look into my heart...
you know my every emotion...
what i'm wanting...
and exactly what's on my mind...
and in that moment...
you take my breath away!!!

If i could take a single moment...
and live in that moment...
for the rest of my life...
it would be this moment...
when i didn't get to say...
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!

~KTP~

it's been awhile

2005-05-18T01:08:25Z

i don't think i've posted on this thing since forever ago
so much has changed since then
i feel like a completely new person
it's so crazy looking back at how it all used to be
some sorta weight has been lifted off my shoulders
and this new relationship is making me smile every second of every day
FINALLY!!!
all i hafta say is...it's about time!!!

~KTP~

WOW!!!

2005-02-12T04:45:53Z

Roll To Me

(Currie)

Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it'd be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me

Look into your heart pretty baby,
Is it aching with some nameless need.
Is there something wrong and you can't put your finger on it
Right then, roll to me

And I don't think I have ever seen a soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess who will be there?

So don't try to deny it pretty baby,
You've been down so long you can hardly see
When the engine's stalled and it won't stop raining
It's the right time to roll to me

Look around your world pretty baby
Is it everything you hoped it'd be
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to me

...

Here's To The Nights

(Eve 6)

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

THANKS TO ALL WHO WERE THERE WITH ME!!!

YOU ALL TOOK PART IN CHANGING MY LIFE!!!

~KTP~

p.s. new user pic...check it out!!!</font>

wow!!!

2005-02-05T19:11:04Z

life is so amazing right now
i'm excited about next week
but most of all i'm excited about
what more is to come of this
i can't think of a single time
when i have felt this care free
or this truly happy!!!

♥ to ALL!!!

~KTP~

p.s. Feel better Tyler...make it last...i'm here for you!!!

this goes out to you...

2005-01-28T04:25:47Z

On a Monday I am waiting
On Tuesday I am fading
And by Wednesday I can't sleep
Then my the phone rings,
I hear you
The darkness is a clear view
I see you've come to rescue me...

Fall with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts

Ohh..
Seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohh..
It's as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody and messy
I get restless and its senseless
And you never seem to care
When I'm angry,
You listen
When you're happy it's a mission
And I won't stop till I'm there

Fall, sometimes I fall so fast

Well I hit that far don’t crash
You’re all I have

Ohh..
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohh..
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know
Everything I’m about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yeah..

On a Monday I am waiting
By Tuesday I am fading
Into your arms
So I can breathe

Ohh..
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohh..
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohh..
I love how you can tell
Ohh..
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

so this is what it feels like to be free of all expectations

and to finally see what i've been missing...what's real

i'm loving our conversations at night

they make each day easier

thanks to you babe

~♥~♥~♥~

~KTP~

hahaha...today was awesome!!!

2005-01-25T06:22:20Z

BY FAR TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY I'VE HAD SO FAR THIS SCHOOL YEAR!!!

one word for second semester = REAL!!!

i enjoyed every second of it
just being myself and not caring about the drama shit ne more
save it for someone else
cuz that's not the real tony's style

it's just me being myself
and if people don't like it
that's not my fault
i'm finished changing
to fit other people's need and expectations
forget it...
all i can hope is that my true friends
will appreciate me for who i truly am...

and this is a little jingle for shits and giggles...hehehe:
you're a mean one, mr. Grinch
your heart's an empty hole
your brain is full of spiders
you have garlic in your soul
MR. GRIIIIII-INCH
well...i wouldn't touch you with a...
thirty-nine and a half foot pole!!!

goodness that was fun!!!
yay for today!!!
and hopefully tomorrow!!!

btw...
looks like no emmaus for me...
no drama needed...
thanx for the offer though...
hahaha!!!

~KTP~

p.s. my heart is happy too!!!

my fabulous day

2005-01-19T21:05:24Z

WITH A SIDE OF GUILT PLEASE!!!

you don't know me ne more
it's easy to forget
sometimes we just forget

just keep in mind...everything happens for a reason

i'm such an idiot...and i can't fix it

i'm never doing that again

~KTP~

p.s. ferris final was so easy...definite A baby!!! boo ya grandma

fun facts

2005-01-18T19:23:15Z

i do get nauseous from radio commercials

brit lit is easy until you get to the final

i should be studying now

i shouldn't be eating skettios

i'm screwed(in many ways!!!)

no fun!!!

~KTP~

p.s. have you ever lived your life in the cold
and looked back to find that you're all alone?
have you prayed to God for one wish granted
and one more obstacle is what you were handed?

ya...me neither

I love ice cream!!!

2005-01-17T00:26:28Z

I'm chillin with Christian!!!
he's cool!!!

star gazing
vanilla milkshake
and yellowcard
friday night was fun
thanks Ty Ty

...you make me wanna lala...but not really...weirdo...

whatever...i'm almost off grounding...yay yay yay
cept i doubt i'll go online anymore that much...i don't miss it

i do miss a few things though
like hanging out with megan, kimmy, katie, lisa, and the rest of my summer girls
and broom balling with the seniors
i'm gonna miss y'all so much next year
tears are starting...damn it's gonna suck!!!

I smell like christian...crazy
not for any weird reasons
just cuz he sprayed me with his stuff
lol...cologne i mean

~KTP~

eh...

2005-01-03T01:11:18Z

first date after him...eh...it was pretty fun!!!

later guys...

i want it all back!!!

~KTP~

p.s. i finally bought the yellowcard cd for myself

no comment

2004-12-28T22:00:09Z

he's just not that into you- good book, all girls should read it
made me realize that he obviously doesn't like me too terribly much

it'll all turn out okay i hope

i'm excited cuz i only have four finals, one in two weeks, and three during finals week
ugh...scared...gotta ace em all...er at least try

i've put something behind me and i managed to have a good christmas
despite the uncontrolable coughing attacks that i've had every 3 minutes for 5 days now

can't wait for the new year...2005!!!

i'm gonna miss all the seniors though...love ya guys

well i'm gonna go ice skating now with the very cool Oliver(place last name here)
i just found out his last name and forgot it already...shame on me

i wanna make some joyful, friendly plans with people...call me if you wanna chill

lata dudes...
and if you wanna make things right...you should probably try calling or maybe something bigger
depends on how badly you want it all back...

~KTP~

p.s. word of the week=indubidably

gloves are hard to type with

2004-12-05T22:40:32Z

retreat tomorrow

♥♥♥ 1 week and 4 days ♥♥♥

love 2 my evil twin ::evil laugh goes here::

mri tomorrow...nervous!!!

and all that i'm missing, will never be enough

~KTP~

p.s. Who could refrain
that had a heart to love
and in that heart
courage to make's love known?
-Macbeth (blame Gamble)
*nip tuck* lol

ay_blinkin @ 2004-11-15T19:52:00

2004-11-16T04:02:47Z

These explores came to Central America for gold.

Conquistadors

Bad Factors

Push Factors

Has a religious tolerance and increase of opportunity.

Pull Factors

The 150 years when Britain didn’t oversee American colonies

Salutary niglect

According to the theory- a nation can increase power by establishing favorable

Balance of trade

Conflict in Ohio River Valley

French and Indian War

Which prohibited settlement west of the Appalachians Mountains?

Proclamation of 1763

A series of measures passed by Britain after the Boston Tea Party

Intolerable acts

This British Law- tax on paint and lead

Townsend Acts

The battle that began the Revolutionary War

Lexington

Written in 1776 Declaration of Rights- list of rights

Declaration of Independence

First Constitution

Articles of Confederation

Cornwallis surrendered to Washington at?

Yorktown

Overall theme of the Constitutional Convention

Comprimise

Held in 1887 to fix art of confederation

Constitutional Convention

President of Union for the whole Civil War, from Illinois, and the thirteenth president of the U.S.

Lincoln

From Mississippi, elected President of Confederates

Jefferson Davis

Who was appointed to head Union forces by Lincoln in March 1864

Grant

From Virginia, took command of Confederate

Robert E. Lee

First southern state to secede from the Union

South Carolina

When did South Carolina secede?

December 20, 1860

Considered to be the first significant battle of civil war in 1861

First battle of Bullrun

Three day battle in 1863 having the most deaths of any battle

Gettysburg

What was the first battle that began Civil War?

Fort Sumter

Most resource advantages

North

The battle at fort Sumter took place when?

April 12, 1861

Which states weren’t affected by the Emancipation Proclamation?

Border states

In 1863, the union instituted policy appalled to military-draft

Conscriptions

Where did Lee surrender to Grant?

Appomattox

Issued by Lincoln in 1863 all slaves in rebel states to be free

Emancipation proclamation

What required northerners to aid in the return of run away slaves?

Fugitive Slave Laws

Term 4, new tactics of distruction used by Grant and Sherman

Total War

The 11 Southern states that left the Union were called?

Confederated states of America

When did Robert E lee surrender?

April 9, 1865

Who wrote the anti-slavery newspaper called the Liberator?

William Lloyd Garrison

Who wrote the North Star?

Fredrick Douglass

Political party from the North

Republicans

Voters should decide the issue on slavery

Popular Sovereignty

To withdraw formally

Secede

Which political party supported the slavery expansion?

Democratic

What was Harriet Tubman’s nickname?

Moses

Led a Slave rebellion in 1871, killed 58 whites.

Natt Turner

Maintained the balance of senate, Maine=free, Missouri=slave state

Missouri Compromise

Who wrote Uncle Tom’s Cabin?

Harriet Beecher Stowe

Gave North advantage in senate bye admitting California as a free state

Compromise of 1859

Which abolished Slavery?

13^th

Which defines citizenship?

14^th

Gave males the right to vote

15^th

The Guerrilla warfare was carried out by

Civilians

Who was the Reconstruction President who was impeached?

Andrew Johnson

When was Lincoln assassinated?

April 14, 1865

Removed from South leaving southern blacks without protection by Hayes election

Military

Thought blacks were inferior and that slavery was justified

George Fitzhough

South before civil war

Antebellum

Twelve years following the civil war

Reconstruction

Restricted freed blacks rights during Johnson’s presidency

Black codes

Laws following the compromise of 1777

Jim Crow Laws

All I can say is that i'm happy...and sometimes that's just all that matters

my writing is back to normal, i have a great best friend(brit), and an amazing, wutever he is, he means a lot and that's all that matters!!!

shout out to oliver cuz he's cool!!! luv ya babe!!!

~KTP~

p.s. did i mention that you're my everything and i love you!!! You're the kind of friend who always bends when i'm broken Like remember when You took my heart and put it back together again I've been wasting time with clueless guys But now its over Let me tell you why I'm through I've met someone new Just like you You're it You're the ultimate It's automatic I'm sure of it No lie So don't even try To tell me that your not the guy Cuz i've been waiting all my life For someone just like you But you're it You're the ultimate you You're the kind of guy whose hands and mine send shivers up and down my spine You took my heart and put it back together again You're the kind of guy that blows my mind Now it's my turn You're it You're the ultimate it's automatic I'm sure of it No life So don't even try To tell me that you're not the guy Cuz i've been waiting all my life For someone just like you You're it You're the ultimate you You're it You're the ultimate

chill children

2004-11-10T00:31:06Z

i haven't done anything wrong
and somehow found everything right
someone who can be there for me
no matter what else he needs to do
a best friend that i can count on
to make me smile or laugh
or see the day in a positive way
there's nothing to complain about
nothing really matters
except the way he makes me feel
and the great affect he has on me
thanx for everything you've done
everything you've said and everything
and anything that we've discussed
you mean the world to me
not a thing short of my life
would i give up for you
cuz without you
i don't know how i'd go on
♥~♥~♥

*LIFE IS GOOD ~ STARS ARE ALIGNED ~ AND IGNATIAN RETREAT IS GONNA KICK ASS!!!*

~KTP~

someone call the cops...i'm all alone

2004-11-03T00:30:10Z

so much i could say
and somehow
for the first time
my lips are seeled
i know i'm gonna regret it
if i give too much away
so if you wanna know
just ask me where i'm at
that goes out to two people
in particular

i don't like him tho i swear
man i've been lying a lot lately

and i still remember everything they say
everything they do
and everyway they've made me smile
or even made me cry

i'm out
~KTP~

it's a good thing ducks like water

2004-10-28T00:00:13Z

Welcome to the world of the hopeless romantic...

here's to getting caught in the rain...
and being with the one i love most...
thanx Baby!!!

nothing can fully explain the way i'm feeling right now
but i'm pretty sure that even if the world crashed on my head
i wouldn't feel it

from getting a flat tire
making strange sex calls to random guys
and getting hit on by some ten year old boys
to being best friends forever
luv ya nicole

p.s. luv ya blake!!!:0P

i'm still grounded but here goes...

2004-10-20T23:29:16Z

bad grades turned into good grades

cheer is work, but good

friends are awesome

guys are good but i'm still caught between some things

i think something may happen but i can't anticipate

so ya i'm tired and my back hurts but ur eyes make it better

to the sexiest man alive...i love you!!!

so that's how i get your attention...mwahahahaha

comment if you wish...i might be able to check it later

if not...HAPPY REST OF SEMESTER 1!!!

~KTP~

p.s. sometimes i wonder if i lost something
but thanx for the reassurance
i've won in all ways!!!

P.S.S. I HAVE A DATE TO VICE...LOL!!! i know ur all thinkin this is way early but it's funny if you know wut i mean!!!

smiling again

2004-10-15T05:16:01Z

BiGDill318: good nite take care
emodreamer123: sweet dreams (about me)
emodreamer123: :-P
BiGDill318: oh yea

some things just make my day complete
not to mention gettin a wonderful call from my best friend
today was amazing
i couldn't have picked a better day to take off
i didn't think about him
except in a good way
when i had to pick out his locker decorations
i'm goin BIG!!!

eoiusraioiohrioahiotghro
is my sub-zero chillivator running???
eaiothreha
well i suppose so
well then you better go catch it!!!
heehoohahoohaheeha
ah that's a good one
ya that was rich

i can honestly say i love you

i love dancing n singing to music in my room when no one's watching
it's so much fun!!! geez tday was amazing...for no apparent reason!!!

and don't worry ty...none of this is about you
but i do still love you so i'll add something for you
vesta show at calabasas, tumbling on the beach, ferris bueller's day off, and a big comfy couch...good times man!!!

love to all!!!

special shout out to brit!!! luv ya kiddo!!!

~KTP~

screw this...i'm so done!!!

2004-10-14T05:13:20Z

ya that's right i'm done
i can't hurt like this ne more
he's not supposed to be allowed to get to me
but fuck that if i'm just not cool enough for him
i'm gonna have way too much time to think tomorrow
about everything that's possible to think about
including the one thing i don't want right now
the person who gets to me all the time
i fucking hate the way you treat me
since i know how you really feel
there's no taking back ur words
their embedded in my heart
i know you care about me
and i feel the same
at least i show it
screw u asshole
i know u care
but i'm done

pain and more pain and oh ya i'm getting sick
this is just a blast

i still am really pissed at you, i'm just holding it all back
i'm not good at showing my true emotions
but if i was, you would think i'm a bitch

i think i lost a best friend
maybe two...hopefully not

on a happier note tho
a cure has been found for scoliosis
they surgically insert 3 inch screws
into ur spine to keep it in alignment
sounds like a blast of fun
if i had the money i'd do it
if it meant no more pain

i'm not gonna be at school tomorrow
but don't miss me too much
later dudes

~KTP~

it's cuz i'm green isn't it???

2004-10-12T05:01:58Z

i'm addicted to you
your everythings and nothings
i'll submit to you
and only you
cuz i can't help but feel
that you are what i need
to be complete
and that's all i wanna be
i just wanna have a reason
a reason to go on

i'm going to h/c with the derrick of my life
i'm totally excited
i just got my dress tnite
it's so cute
i'm happy

things have changed
and i don't know whether it's good or bad
but for now it's just different
and i don't completely like it
ur not like this normally
you're just my friend when it's convenient
if that's what you want...then fine

i can't explain y i feel this way since so many of you question what the hell i see in him...but there's something that people miss...something more...maybe it's just the way he is with me...but i know there's something there...

um...it's time to recollect...i think

2004-10-10T05:40:16Z

i fart...*i first*(lol)would like to start out by saying that school seems good
a few rotten things have happened but i'm alright
he gave me a reason to cry the tears that i've been holding back so well
those were mostly becuz of something that i still haven't ever discussed to anyone
Nicole, we need to talk big time cuz you always make me feel good about things
and i love you more than life itself...ur a beautiful person inside and out
thanx for dealing with me and my issues lately...you're awesome
Brittany, we have too much fun together and it was fun hanging with melissa
sorry the spooky house didn't work out so well...lol
maybe later when there's no people there to scare you...hehehe...jk...luv ya
so while most of my heart's been stolen, ripped out, stomped on, and completely demolished
the rest is being slowly taken by the most unexpected guys
there's only two but they're amazing...one in particular
and well...i dunno wutz gonna happen...i have an idea
but in the wise words of an amazing person and best friend, "nothing's for sure"

~KTP~

p.s. i seemed to have failed to mention how much i love you jane...i do and always will
p.s.s. i like running into you at the amc...it makes me smile...and i do forgive you
BUT YOU OWE ME!!!

ay_blinkin @ 2004-10-05T16:49:00

2004-10-06T00:14:59Z

fall, fall, fall...
it's been, what, a year and 4ish months now
and i must say that i feel so comfy around him
it's different than it was before...in a good way
feelings are stronger and i can tell him anything
so...wutz stopping us from finally getting together

i'm thinking of just not posting ne more cuz no one comments and probably no one reads it so if you think i should keep posting lemme know...otherwise...

~KTP~

p.s. i'm glad that i talked to the three people i actually talked to today
p.s.s. i luv this year and my friends and everything that's going on right now